I was back to Ipoh this evening with my hubby and parents. I felt happy and free after staying in Nilai for 5 days. Even though I’m back, but I need to stay in my parents home for about a week more. I can’t near my son and my sister as she’s pregnant now, scare my body radiation will affect them.

Hubby brought Marcus and my PIL visited me just now, they didn’t come in, just standing outside the car porch. I can see my son from far away, about 6 feets. Haha, he opened his hands and wanted me to carry him once he saw me. But I can’t, how I hope I can give him a big hug and kiss !!! He cried after few minutes, may be he’s thinking why mummy not come and carry him. I really felt upset at that moment, I can see him but can’t near him….how you feel if you are also in the same situation like me ????

Some of my relatives told me that better don’t let my son visits me as I can’t near him, make me more upset. Furthermore, my son is 18 months old now and he knows many thing. My father laughed at me, that my son “yong tak sok” (means he still want his parents even they left him few days)