I can’t remember when was the last time I went out with hubby, not included go for movie. Normally we go for late night movie after Marcus sleeps. When Marcus was a little baby, hubby still can bring me out to have dinner, shopping a while, enjoy ourself in a cafe chit chatting as my mother in law took care of him. Now, he will be four years old in couple of months, don’t let me go out unless we have something special like candies for him, but after he takes it, he will yell and look for me. Argh!!! End up I rather stay at home.

Sometimes hubby and I need to attend some functions where kids are not suitable, so I bring Marcus to my parents’ house, hoping that we can have few hours free time. Most of the time I receive my mother’s call that Marcus keeps looking for me. End up go home early. LOL!!!

Even though I hope to have honeymoon vacation, just hubby and I, but I’m sure will miss my son very much, like when I went to Gold Coast with hubby last year. I told myself that I won’t leave my son at home whenever I go for vacation, unless special case.

At this moment, no honeymoon vacation with hubby, perhaps wait until Marcus is grown up. May be I will buy a set of outdoor furniture to place at car porch to enjoy a cup of coffee or a glass of red wine with hubby when we move to our new house thought by the time no one will take care of  Marcus if we want to have a late night movie unless I send him to my mother or in law.