Marcus likes coloring and he knows each of the colors name. Well, I bought him a drawing book and few coloring books, of course he colors like mess at his age. I can’t expect too much and hopefully he will improve on coloring when he goes to nursery next year.

Sometimes, I just let him color on his own. And, this is the result that coloring without mummy around :

I get angry whenever he colors on the mattress, even on floor now. I can’t control my temper and scold him. He seemed understand and ran to play his toys, leaving the mess for mummy.  I wonder when he knows how to color on wall.

*headache*headache*

I need to control myself as anger will give wrinkles on my face and not good for health. I don’t want to spend money to buy those anti wrinkle cream so fast even though I know where to get the best wrinkle cream online. LOL!!!

This Sunday we will all celebrate Mother’s day, so how you going to celebrate it with your mother ? Well, as for me, I will have a dinner with my mother and mother in law tomorrow. Of course hubby and Marcus is going along too. We don’t want to have it on Saturday or Sunday, as there are crowd everywhere.

I have a present for my mother as her birthday is fall in the same month. Hubby and I will celebrate both special day with her before we off to Gold Coast next week. Did you realised that I always mentioned about Gold Coast? Geee….I can’t wait for the day comes, so happy that I can go for a vacation with hubby again.

A big kiss and hug for mummy :=)

I got to know that my friend’s daughter made a card for her as Mother’s day gift. I wonder when is my turn to receive such gift from Marcus. LOL!!! Well, he is too young to do such thing, I will be glad if he gives me a kiss and hug on that day. Since he doesn’t know what is Mother’s day, I hope hubby will ask him to give me a big kiss and hug. Gosh, I don’t think my hubby will so “sai sam” unless he read my blog.  

Anyway, gift is not important to me. I prefer that we, 3 of us be together everywhere we go.

Hubby is very busy with his work lately and he even work on Sunday. We seldom go out especially night time as hubby back home late most of the time. Luckily I have my kid accompany me and I never feel bored staying at home. Hubby told me that he will be free next week and plan to bring us to go Penang for family trip. LOL!!!

I can see that he is getting thinner, that’s for sure as he didn’t take his actual meal sometimes. He doesn’t has to take any weight loss pills or exercises. Of course this is not a good sign and as a wife, I bought daily nutritions drink for him. Well, he’s not at home with us now. After this post, I will play toys and read story books with Marcus before pat him to sleep.

  

I enjoy reading books to Marcus before he goes to bed every night. But he will sure take all his books to me whenever he comes to my bedroom. Sometimes I just very busy to do other things but he keeps chasing me to read the books. After I have finish to read all the books, he wants me to repeat again.

It is a good habit to start reading at young age. I prefer reading books to him than playing toys with him. In the day time, I will ask him to stand beside me and I read it to him while my eyes starring to my laptop. Hahaha….Once he knows it, he will start yell and look at me. :-) 

Marcus likes music since he was born. I let him play piano lately as one of his “toy” His fingers are strong enough to play the piano and he likes it much. But I think it’s just for few days. See, he’s so concentrate to the keys. I feel like to send him for piano lesson now, but he is too young for it. I still need to wait for another 2 more years.

Hubby doesn’t like him to learn piano as he feel it’s for girls and not suitable for boys. Alamak, he is so “kolot” Well, I only know how to play few chinese children songs and others have gave back to my piano teacher LOL!!!

Hubby fetched me to Nilai to make an appointment for my thyroid treatment this morning. I will start for the treatment next week for 5 weeks. I’m sure I will miss my son, of coz my hubby too very much even though I will back home every weekend.

We back home around 8pm just now. I asked my MIL any physical improvement about Marcus today. She told me that he “talked” and walked a lot. Oh, my little boy, such a good boy. Keep on your hard work !!! I hope he can walk and run when I finish my treatment in Nilai

Actually I’m quite worry and scare for the treatment even though it is no pain. But when I think of my son, I become brave and no more pressure. Hopefully everything is fine and I can have a speedy recovery, then I can go shopping like hell….LOL!!!

Every time when Marcus goes to sleep, I will sing all kinds of nursery rhymes that I know like “Twinkle Twinkle Little Star”, “London Bridge”, “Humpty Dumpty”, “Ten Little Indian Boys”, “Bla Bla Black Sheep”, “I’m A Little Tea Pot” and many others.  Not only that, I will open Mozart CD too before he goes to sleep every night.  

He won’t keep quite for the first half an hour, playing, climbing, standing in his playpen while I’m lying on my bed singing nursery rhymes. Once I know he’s tired, I will keep on singing this song “Twinkle twinkle little star” in english and mandarin version. He likes listen to this song, he then lying on his playpen playing his hands and legs while listen to the song May be because I always sing this song while I’m pregnant, that’s why he likes this song much than others.

It’s almost 10 days that he didn’t hear mummy singing song to him. I miss and hope that I can sing it to you as soon as possible. But I’m sure daddy did sang the song to you even though daddy’s voice not attractive like mummy one

I was back to Ipoh this evening with my hubby and parents. I felt happy and free after staying in Nilai for 5 days. Even though I’m back, but I need to stay in my parents home for about a week more. I can’t near my son and my sister as she’s pregnant now, scare my body radiation will affect them.

Hubby brought Marcus and my PIL visited me just now, they didn’t come in, just standing outside the car porch. I can see my son from far away, about 6 feets. Haha, he opened his hands and wanted me to carry him once he saw me. But I can’t, how I hope I can give him a big hug and kiss !!! He cried after few minutes, may be he’s thinking why mummy not come and carry him. I really felt upset at that moment, I can see him but can’t near him….how you feel if you are also in the same situation like me ????

Some of my relatives told me that better don’t let my son visits me as I can’t near him, make me more upset. Furthermore, my son is 18 months old now and he knows many thing. My father laughed at me, that my son “yong tak sok” (means he still want his parents even they left him few days) :-) 

Today is Mother’s Day and I wish all mummies HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!!!

I will celebrate with my mother next few days together with her birthday too. How I hope that Marcus will celebrate it with me when he grows up. I knew some of my friends that her kid gave a kiss and cards to their mother. Marcus was too small and he didn’t know what Mother’s Day means and of coz he doesn’t know how to do a card for me yet.

But all these not important to me, as long as Marcus always be with me as he’s my big supporter to me beside hubby…..This is the 2nd year of Mother’s Day that Marcus be with me. I’m glad and bless that I have Marcus and hope that he will have a healthy and happy life!!!

I didn’t bring him to go anywhere today as it must be very crowded with people. We went to my parents house and my mother helped me to take care of Marcus. So, I can have more time to rest. But me using my ME time blogging   

I spend some time with Marcus this morning before he taking his afternoon nap. I’m played flash cards with him but he liked to play and threw all my mother’s stuff on the floor.

Don’t know why I can feel that Marcus likes to stay with me more compare other days, may be he knows that today is MOTHER’S DAY???

I bought a box of flash cards for Marcus few months ago. He likes to take all the cards out and throw everywhere. My MIL, hubby or I will have to keep it after he played. My hubby started ngam ngam cham cham why I bought this and let him play often.

I scolded him if he lazy to keep all these cards or toys, then let me do it. Then, he kept his mouth shout. I told him it’s good to let him play with cards, and if we keep on saying to him about those words on the cards. I’m sure he will understand and know it one day. 

Last few days, my MIL and I were surprised when we asked him to pick up which one is flower, he can pick the card to us. Good boy! Now, he can unserstand few words from the cards like FLOWER (he likes the most), DOG(coz he likes to see when dogs passing by him), GRAPES (he likes to eat), BANANAS (my mother always gave him to eat), FISH(I always showed him where ever they’re fish). That’s why heknew these few words very fast.

I think I will let him to learn other words start from tomorrow. I dont mind he throw the cards everywhere and I keep it always. The most important thing is he’s learnt!

Marcus was down with fever again last few days. He is getting better today and I can see his smiling face again, but he still very “lau kai” nowadays and needs my MIL a lot. He doesn’t want me or hubby except my MIL, but if my MIL not around, he then looking for us.

I didn’t bring Marcus to look for his paediatrician for the first two days as I still have paracetomol for him. I know this time he’s getting fever not because of his teething or others. It’s most probably for his feet where some poison insects bite him, and he felt very painful, itchy and having red spots over it, that’s why he has been crying a lot last few days.

I thought was an insect bite him and I just put on “Zam-Bak” and “Mopicol”, but seem no use at all.  Finally, I brought him to see his paediatrician yesterday. His paed also not sure whats kind of insects bit him and gave him a cream called “Elomet”. The paed doesn’t give any injection to Marcus as he is having fever at that moment.

I know that I won’t have a good sleep if Marcus’s having fever. I’m right and I woke up many times to test his temperature every night. I’m a bit worried as his temperature not down at all the whole night with 39 degree. Hubby used a wet handkerchief to put it on his forehead to cool down the temperature, but not really useful.  His temperature was down to 37.5 degree this morning and I can see him playing and smiling. His feet getting better if compare to days before. I tested his temperature just now and was back to normal at 36.6 degree. I’m happy to see him recovered from his fever and hoping that he is healthy always !!!

How come this will happen to me? What I did last night to my boy? I hit him on his butt with my hand quite a lot of times. Actually it was not painful coz he’s wearing diaper but I felt sad and ”painful” after hitting him.

As usual I will put on Mozart music and nurse him to sleep every night. I only will sing “twinkle twinkle little star” if he really dont want to sleep after I’ve nursed him more than 30 minutes. But he’s not feel sleepy at all after I put him on his bed for an hour. He wanted me to be with him, he cried and kicked the bed badly when I went to toilet or went downstairs to take something. 

Somemore hubby was not around as he went outstation, I almost get crazy because of my boy at that moment. Ha, he “buli” mummy when daddy not around??? I didn’t bothered him anymore and let him sleep, may be he was too tired after playing hard and crying loud. He just slept in few minutes time. By the time he slept, it was 12am. I”m also very tired and sleep together. 

I’m still thinking why I hit him because he dont want go to sleep? How come I cant control my mood? Hopefully it will not happen again for such a small matter.

My boy slept till 9am the next day and not woke up for milk during midnight. May be he knew that mummy was angry with him? Or because he was too tired? Whatever it is, I still love him very much.